Life With Janaa

I guess I should have written this last month, but it's been hard finding time.  It's been 7 months yesterday since we got back to the States with Janaa.  Work has been a little more relaxed lately and I've had some time to just sit and think about everything that has happened and is to come.  My life has completely been changed by my daughter.  I have never seen a more happy child than her.  She has made my life happier in the midst of it all.  Just getting back from vacation it was really nice to get to spend all day long being a father and husband, with nothing else pulling at me.  No one, and that means no one will ever understand the feelings of joy and peace that Rachel and I have now since God allowed her to come into our lives.  The wait was worth it.  The stress, the worry, the loss of patience, the tears, the prayers, all of it was worth it.  My belief in God's sovereignty was confirmed and strengthened through this entire process.  I look forward to the future.  Especially knowing that everything is under control and will happen for a greater purpose, which is for the good of all those who love Him.